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morning bloxxx he2…it’s 2.32 am in jakarta now…tomorrow i’m going to have test but i can’t sleep because drink “nescaffe coffee ice” haha. sometimes coffee is sucks..makes me can’t sleep although i wanna have a tight sleep he2. So, i decided to write something in my blogs. In this morning, i wanna tell about the feeling name “Bored”. We all absolutely are ever feel that kind of feelings. When it will come and get closer to us? Perhaps when we in a routine activities cycle. sometimes, the feelings is just get stuck on me and i can’t get rid of me and it makes me feel empty. i hate that feelings. in last sunday, i just frankly said to my friends that sometimes i feel bored with them. am I wrong if i get bored in a relationship? but in the next time i feel very comfort in my friendship. am i hurting them by telling what i truely feel ?? i don’t know but what we’ve been said is never can’t be pulled back.
Possitive side of being bored: we can realize what makes us feel bored and try to find something new to make our feeling cheerful. But the negative side is when ur just stay in the labirin of the bored feelings which makes u feel empty.
“get rid of ur bored by thinking possitively and see other side of a situation”
Nitezzzz…..today is a busy day for me. i do a lot of job in my works and can take a breath only on my break time… i like these works situation (busyyyyy and very busyyy) cause it;s makes me feel very useful for that day and can’t makes the time for the best effort things that i can do for that time. Oh yach today i sign the letter for my resignment. Argghhhhhh its gonna be about 8 days more i work in SRSC. a lot of feelings in my heart : feel lost the working situation and my second family there(wish they’re not gonna 4get bout me) and feel afraid of being jobless for the next2 month. Talking about being jobless, i wanna try to find another parttime job to make my time useful. what should i be??? for the next month i’ll gonna back to my lifestyle in 2nd term just a college student (from college to cost) and definitely have to manage my expenses better cause i get no income anymore. he2.
Next goal : ” Manage my time and money usefully, graduate soon, get parttime job” fighting2 ^_____^
Blog..high school reunion…we must be doing a lot of reunion if we’re getting in the age of about 20…commonly it;s high school reunion …yeah…it’s must be fun to have reunion with our old friends…talking about any things that happend with us till now..talking about new gossips about other friends. I feels a little bit envy actually with my friends which still getting so close with their high school friends like my sis “G”
with her cablax entertainment. Wanna be like that too actually..but what goes wrong…the invitation is coming to me and it’s gonna be tomorrow d day…will I go there??? I have three plan actually for my Sunday tomorrow…going out with ci best n mba nit , going out with sop kodok piggy, or go to my high school reunion…
Actually i feel a little bit afraid meeting again with my high scool friends, but still missing to see them. what am i really afraid of??? perhaps i scared of having no link conversation with them…..
that is happening when i’m in high school too when I met again with my sixth grade little friends in high school again, i found that we’re being different already and i get difficulty to get in his friends area…
>,< "wish can get along with old friends again"
Blogs… i watched quite a lot of movie this weeks..and my fav movie type is horror, mystery,action ..i like movie that have interesting story and not boring. I definitely a little bit alergic with romantic movie…hahaha cause it mostly makes me sleep tight in the middle of the movie…hahaha….i really like horror and action movie , it makes my adrenalin and my heart beat fast. D movie that i watch this weeks are:
Drake me to d hell –> this movie is not really horror but the music makes us shocking and d main figure of the movie is really disguisting he2…
White chicks and man gigolo –>it’s is really good commedy movie…man gigolo movie teach us that actually there is many people with their own shortage and what we can do with d shortage is that we have to accept it and make it as our differentiation from others….both of this movie is truely good commedy movie heheheh
Nitez my luv blog…june…june..a month of many feelings for me..the last month for me to finish my job in Binus after almost 3 years meeting a lot of friends and new fams here. It must be hard to leave here… i;m gonna miss everything here…i gonna miss my sist gabby that makes me can pass my days in regist colourfully, ci best that soo care about all of us.., mba in with her fussy, mba nan with her style so love with me, mba nit with her story of her idol haha…,umay with her autism, opik the one i really wanna catch every day hahaha and faisal with her old style, ci renny with her kindness and patient for teaching me from the first i;m working till now (miss to see her soon :D), hahaha….i’m gonna miss them all definitely..miss the situation at work…
I have to start my new journey in July…with new hope of better future…
In this June i feel very ancious for my skripsi every day…..and it;s makes me sick…perhaps i have to take a little bit slow down and relax facing it…..i have to enjoy it and finish it well done for my mom and dad…
my dear bloggg… wanna write something about today…today I finally going out with my sister again like before to cl he2 doing sisterhood activities…i really happy..today i checked my eyes in many optik and found that my eyes is going a little bit wrong ha2 need glasses soon. a lot of expenses for this month..then i went out with Ms.B and Ms.N finding presents for Ms B after searched for many hours finally deciding to buy a cute dress with cute price. Today i am walking for 10 hours nonstop he2 really tired for today.
But overall i really thanks god for today…still give me chance to feel tired, feel happy, feel a lot of feelings more. and sorry God for not visiting you today >,< but i’ll never forget u in every step of my life.
My blog…hear my fussy again today after 2 days off he2…
My Sun i started by going to d church late >,< then continuing it to ta he2 being treated by my birthday friends hahah big feast...i have my combo steak and strawjelly juice...yummy, then take a pictureeee with all of my friends....next destination to care4 permata ijo he2 get my new disp....and bad newsssss my new shoes is broken downnnn arghhhh only 3 days from i bought it back... :(( and my sunday feelings with my "Y" is still stiff... and it's impact a lot with my whole day attitude when we're together....it's my bad behaviour like that "can't react normally after some problems happened" but i know they wanna make me normal by accompanying me to care4......
"Thinking possitively..everyone is basicly a nice person ^^"
My Mon..at my office my working mate is off cause ch he2 feel a little bit missing cause always with her.. he2 and i working seriously in monday...he2.. my feeling is still in quite a bad mood in my class with my friends... girllll it's hard to back like before .. when i going home me and my sister do a lot of restructuring in our room he2 like my room now...
"Doing some restructuring can be refresh our life ^__^"
My Tue ...todayyy my relationship with my friends start normally flow fiuh finally but i still feel being differently treated with "s" but i like talking with "s","b","e" today..."e" told about his boyfriend who can seeing someone from their face if they r bad or nice. then i think that it's gonna be very bad to have that kind of gift because we'll never get to know other people cause we already know that their are bad. Sometimes we have to know the bad guy before we can be a better guy. I prefer to pass my life by thinking that everyone is a nice person than worrying about everything in my life....i'll going home for about 1 hours left he2 i'll spent my night with my workmate watching my fav movie genre horror he2 ...then making my proposal task fiuhhhhh seems to be sleep late ha2 but thx god that 2morrow is offclass he2...sleep i need you.. but overall thx god for today recovering my relationship with my friends.
nitez all z.....Z...z he2