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Nitez Blog…it’s 30th December 2009 already…time feels so fast….now feel soooo sleepy but still with my sequence he2 facing my night alone with my sister sleeping tightly like big baby…^^ wish everything be finished on time and be satisfying as my last project in college..
ohya it’s gonna new year..wanna make wish and set goals for next year…I’m gonna spent and ends up this year with my high school friends it’s gonna be fun… will I spent my night in yuli place?? dunno…but mizz d time we’ve spent last year together writing wish and setting goal together and share it … nice memory..may be have to start it over and recover it back…no body’s perfect…close and ends up d bad thing in d past…just wish me luck and i’m not gonna be that sensitive anymore facing others..
my dear blogzz….
why everything become like this….i hate this kind of feelings…dunno what i have to do…wanna back but i’cant turn back like d one i used to be….wanna run away and acting like strangers but my feelings feel so bad…. i’ve heard a lot of story behind me…a lot negative thinking run in my mind…how can i turn back and pretend nothing happend….should i let it just stay like this keep acting like this…. but ….but my heart still hurt thinking d past we spent together…may be they’ve clear me from their mind….T.T hiks..
What is it inside a friendship….. apa yang ada di dalam sebuah persahabatan…. persahabatan hrsnya lebih mendalam dibanding pertemanan biasa..kalau pertemanan hanya diisi dengan cerita2 mengenai seputar kegiatan sehari2 yang dilakukan bareng2 dan sharing2 ilmu…but persahabatan hrsnya lebih dari itu…harusnya bisa saling mengerti satu sama lain…dan bisa menghibur disaat lu sedih dan merasa beban lu berat…tp jika di saat itu mereka ga mengerti mengenai dirimu dan malah cenderung cuek dan menjauhimu ketika ur in trouble…apakah mereka itu ur real friend? dunno…..never know someone heart…well..that’s the part of my skripsi path…lost may be my friends the one i think care for me but the fact is i can’t feel they care for me…….. >.<