Nitez blog…now is 12:05 p.m in jakarta… he2 today is a historical day for me…i’m finally and officially finished my study in college and reached my bachelor degree in Information Technology and Economics and become Melissa Sanddy S.E ., S.Kom.. hihi. I’m the latest daughter from my parents so it’s time for my parents to enjoy their lifeeeee hehe and it’s my turn to make them happy. Really thanks to Jesus for accompanying me since i’m starting my skripsi till d end which is today…he’s always be there for me and help me to break all the obstacles come to me. I’m accepting the result now. I know u know d best for me. The important thing is the process of making it not the result. The process makes me learns a lot : learns how to be patient, learns how to be strong, learns how to treat other, learns a lot of knowledge, learns a lottt that makes me growing up be a better person. I’m satisfied with my skripsi and well done :D. Thanks for giving me bestfriends, great family, nice tutor and “penguji” he2…
The end of today i just wanna say I’M HAPPYYYYY finally finish my S1 ^_____________^
Welcome to d new world of working environment girl and gud luck đ
For many times…..why she behave like that really dunno why…….making promise can’t keep it telling no reason …say sori if i talk bout it only dunno truelly or not…expecting a lot with others in need say wanna wanna but the end is no…..friend…friend…really confusing…one thing that makes me stand is remembering the time we spent together … just wish she is changed…>.<
Blogz…it’s 10 p.m in jakarta…just relaxing from watching my friends having sidang…got headache till now …sad and happy . sad cause of my friends especially putri who is doing skripsi together with me is failed huhu wish her strong and stand up again ….than happy for eve n bobob for their flying colours “A” wow a big gift. really lucky. just realize that in sidang needs a lot of luck and blessing from God and praying from many people instead of hardworking…:) my friend say that it was like hell and heaven although it just in different class. Some cries some smile everyone has their own destiny… just believe no matter what good or bad thing happend is the best training for us…good means we still can relax and train a little, bad thing means we have to train a little bit harder to turn everything to good again….
wish me luck đ thanks J for everything happend to me today and may all my friends be strong đ
People say that a person who can stand up from his/her failure is going to have more than stuck in that failure….so STAND UP mell!!!!! PWC don’t means everything…well i’ll tell God before going to the group discussion and interview day…”it it is for me then bring me in and if it is not for me please stop me right there” sooo that’s the answer….dunno or it’s just because i’m not try hard enough or i’m not focus enough on what i want to be……what i focus now is my sidang day….ganbatte mel!!!! dun’t thinking d past catch the next goal..don’t stuck in there cheer up ^_________^ i believe better place is waiting for me đ
Blogz..hiks2 today i feel like a looser….ashamed….i know i shouldn’t be feel like that butttt i can;t stop feeling like that…us embassy, pwc…i’m failed…T.T where will I step to…God make me stronger….i know u prepared d best for me…
Nitez blogz… now it’s 11:48 p.m in jakarta..just going home from ta he2…wanna write about what i do today, what i like and what i feel today..
what i do today hmmm i started my day with pulsa transactions for my famz..then going to the saloon for a while then doing sista time which is going out with my sister fiuhh it’s been a long time not going out with her since she have a boyfriend..really enjoying it having jcool sharing and eating together and buying new shoes for me he2 finally have my new shoes…and i just get rid of my old shoe right after that..wish this new shoes will survive till the next 3 month haha then going out with my bestfriends searching for sidang outfit…overall really happy for today although i feel a little bit weird just a second sich….oh ya what i learn today is that neverr going out with bca is empty …danamon is just soooo bad huks makes me fear enough…this is why… i just empty my bca so that i can manage my money…and i just have cash for IDR 15,000 oh no…in position i’m lost with my friends in ta and my celular phone is lowbat and it;s 10 p.m already..i can take money from danamon dunno what happend with the atm …the one and only danamon atm in ta..fiuh quite fear enough how can i get home..haha..with taksi ofcourse the cost will higher than money i have..really feel great and thanks god meet ike. haha
what i like is that i likeee to hear song entitle “Please be carefull with my heart” from Regina Velasquez nice song telling about a girl who is trying to open heart to love a boy but fear to be get hurt so she said please be carefull with my heart..and the boy convinced her by saying his love is true and he’ll be love her till d end and always be there for her. will the promise be kept like this when a relationship has been run quite a long time? sometimes people forget about his/her promise when the love is gone..he2
what i feel today…i feel confused..hmmm finding my dream job…so difficult to decide which one is my dream job…really afraid to pass the chance that will give me the best learning. pwc is gone now…may be next time try again haha what i confused is that another chance come and offered to me and i just don’t know is it my dream job…chance never come twice right..i still have to come with my decision and i have to enjoy and do d best for what i’ve choosen. Ohh God… please help me find my way and carreer my dream job in my 22…:D
Thanks God for everything happend to me today ^______________^
nitez..
Dear blogz…
hmmm today…is the last day i face examination for the last time at college….fiuhhhh finally but dunno about the result…and then hang out with my friends to Senayan City realllyyyy having fun with them….from having dinner together, talking2, taking picture to watch movie entitle ” From Paris with Love” đ haha nice movie . It is funny and cool action movie without any romance by John Travolta..luv it. oh ya i really wish to God that my sidang will be as natural as it will be…i dun’t wanna such that things. I’m just wish to God everything will be smoothly finished and hand it all to his hand. The last thing to close my story today is that i finally not accepted by Pricewaterhousecoopers dunno I have to be happy or feeling sad…but the first time i realized it what i feel is that something lost but i just think may be it’s not d best for me…..it means i have to find others job that suit me. It means no job is waiting for me after i’m graduate…i have to keep fighting to find my dream job ….but i’m happy ike is get in PWC it’s her chance well she is sooo accountant haha she will be fit in there..One thing again i have to save my money soooo cause i’m not working now…and stop playing around and wasting money he2 mel just stay at home and learning something pleazee wkwkwkwk
Just that my story for today..wanna sleep nitezzz blogs…tomorrow will be a better new day…Amin.
Nitez my blog….long time not writing here….busy and stuck wih skripsi deadline is over now….i have a lot of story to write about my story in january till this moment…starting from where yachh haha confused..wait2
First, about my skripsi. i have been submitted my skripsi and done softcovering…fiuhhhhhhh it’s really releasing. I just really thanks Jesus for every gift and blessing. It’s really a longggg and full of tears, struggling and maximum effort trying to reach S.E , S.Kom. From the proposal waiting, documenting the business process, finding and googling sourcecode, autis with vb.net and sqlserver, crazy with UML diagram cause by the font and concept, having bad relationship with my close friends for almost 2 month since my birthday that making me lost my weight 4 kg haha, then stuck with my printer, my grandmother pass away, making together skripsi with my friends in perpus to starbuck to bgrill to takigawa. Fiuhhh a lot of story pass one by one colouring my six month. Really thanks to my tutor, to nancy for being my friends when i’m down and no friend wanna share with me..she is there for me..huhu then thanks to yuli, bebek and putri too for the printer and their accompany making skripsi together haha..to my sister and family and my sister boyfriend they are the best support from God for me..thanks to piw too wanna share EA for me when our relationship is recoverd..to sop2 an piggy too making skripsi together although in the last moment..but i’m happy the relationship is recovered…well nothing in this world is valuable than true friendship that is gonna last forever …i’m just wish that i’m passing the hardcover smoothly and don’t make my family and all d hardworks diasppointed…aminnnn i just know that God know the best for me….ganbatte mel …..just keep confidence of what u write on, study and pray…Oh ya and wish too for all of my PAZ friends especially my close friends to graduate together..amin2..
Second, about my experience having group discussion and interview with Pricewaterhouse coopers…fiuhhh nice experience for my first interview in a big company…just feel not really good not quite good in selling or promote my self telling about my self huh just short story of me…and i’m just not really seems active in that group discussion. what i get is that: when we facing group discussion try to speak up whether u agree or disagree with others comment, then try to speak out whatever u thinking because when u are not speaking the minute after that others will speak the same idea as u thinking. and u lost one chance to be show up. well just wish that if that’s d best working environment for me well the chance will come to me but if not i just wish i get the best working environment that suit me and i’m enjoying working in that field. wanna working soon he2Â
Third, i got the words from the church that is really touching…well it’s said many times actually but it just touching me and really inspiring me now …here are the words:
“Kasih itu sabar, murah hati, tidak cemburu, tidak memegahkan diri, tidak sombong, tidak bertindak kurang sopan, tidak mencari keuntungan sendiri, tidak cepat marah, tidak menyimpan kesalahan orang lain, tidak bersukacita atas kelaliman, tetapi atas kebenaran. Kasih menutupi segala sesuatu, percaya akan segala sesuatu, mengharapkan segala sesuatu, sabar menanggung segala sesuatu. Kasih itu tidak berkesudahan.”
wow, what a magic word or spell that is sooo hard sometimes to be done. A big salute for the one that can give “KASIH” fully to treat others. Â
the stories continuess later ….. ^_______^
Nitez Blog…it’s 30th December 2009 already…time feels so fast….now feel soooo sleepy but still with my sequence he2 facing my night alone with my sister sleeping tightly like big baby…^^ wish everything be finished on time and be satisfying as my last project in college..
ohya it’s gonna new year..wanna make wish and set goals for next year…I’m gonna spent and ends up this year with my high school friends it’s gonna be fun… will I spent my night in yuli place?? dunno…but mizz d time we’ve spent last year together writing wish and setting goal together and share it … nice memory..may be have to start it over and recover it back…no body’s perfect…close and ends up d bad thing in d past…just wish me luck and i’m not gonna be that sensitive anymore facing others..
my dear blogzz….
why everything become like this….i hate this kind of feelings…dunno what i have to do…wanna back but i’cant turn back like d one i used to be….wanna run away and acting like strangers but my feelings feel so bad…. i’ve heard a lot of story behind me…a lot negative thinking run in my mind…how can i turn back and pretend nothing happend….should i let it just stay like this keep acting like this…. but ….but my heart still hurt thinking d past we spent together…may be they’ve clear me from their mind….T.T hiks..